You're really into it, mmm? That's not something I'm much used to, I admit, though I wouldn't mind indulging you. Will you forgive me if I'm a little disobedient, though?
( the idea itself does sound fun, after all. and yes, of course he's not used to it. being on the receiving end of sexual intercourse means showing himself bare to others, not quite literally but emotionally, mentally. it's like showing vulnerabilities and weaknesses. of course xie bi'an doesn't do it often. the only three people he'd willingly be in such a position with... one he's destined never to see again, one who's far too much of a pillow princess to do it to him, and joseph. )
You're an exception. I wouldn't quite mind doing such a thing with you. And you seem rather enthusiastic about the idea, too. It's cute.
( the question catches him a little off guard, too noticeable by the way xie bi'an goes silent. to anyone who doesn't know him, it'd be easy to mask as a reaction to the picture itself (which is quite nice, of course), but joseph knows him too well. )
I did, of course. I suppose it's the one thing I miss about it. But they're just games, at the end. For as much as any of us enjoyed them, they can get stale.
( for people meant to be dead, the longer the games go for, the more they realize how alive they are. it can be a bit unsettling. )
We were called to the Manor for a reason, and I'm certain it wasn't to hold any of us for eternity. You don't think so?
The games were a means to an end, yes. But I wanted the reward, didn't you?
[Joseph had waited a lifetime. He didn't care if he had to wait longer--that invitation, that had hit all those notes so as to make something between his throat and heart twinge...]
( but it has been far too long, he'd have continued, but yes; figures joseph is much more keen on being patient than he is. for all the composure xie bi'an has, he also has depression. )
You didn't message me to talk about the Manor, though, did you? How long has it been since we last saw it, either way?
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[He pauses, his tongue running over his teeth.]
...I like that, though. That you're not used to it.
[It means he gets something unique.]
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( the idea itself does sound fun, after all. and yes, of course he's not used to it. being on the receiving end of sexual intercourse means showing himself bare to others, not quite literally but emotionally, mentally. it's like showing vulnerabilities and weaknesses. of course xie bi'an doesn't do it often. the only three people he'd willingly be in such a position with... one he's destined never to see again, one who's far too much of a pillow princess to do it to him, and joseph. )
You're an exception. I wouldn't quite mind doing such a thing with you. And you seem rather enthusiastic about the idea, too. It's cute.
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[But like Bi'an, he doesn't mind it when it's him. Sometimes. But Joseph feels confident now, in his element, and so he doesn't take umbrage with it.
He sends him another sobbing Yashiro pic.]
You know...it reminded me of the Manor. Do you ever miss it?
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That'd imply I ever held any attachment to it.
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[It wasn't something talked about much between the Hunters, their reason for being there...but they had kept an eye on each others' games.]
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( for people meant to be dead, the longer the games go for, the more they realize how alive they are. it can be a bit unsettling. )
We were called to the Manor for a reason, and I'm certain it wasn't to hold any of us for eternity. You don't think so?
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[Joseph had waited a lifetime. He didn't care if he had to wait longer--that invitation, that had hit all those notes so as to make something between his throat and heart twinge...]
There are worse ways to get what I want.
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( but it has been far too long, he'd have continued, but yes; figures joseph is much more keen on being patient than he is. for all the composure xie bi'an has, he also has depression. )
You didn't message me to talk about the Manor, though, did you? How long has it been since we last saw it, either way?
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