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[heibai]

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[heibai]

[ the wu chang gacha has it that yashiro gets one (1) black guard this time; it is a few days before sanguis, where it's best to have bi'an out. no one wants an angry, tall man causing physical trouble out there.

it's hopefully easy enough to tell from the texts... mayhaps. ]

Sanguis, yeah.
If it's the one that happens in the first days of the month. Red moon and everything.

[shinseikai]

That's the one! I guessed right :)
I found out I'm Iris. That's the purple one.

How're you holding up, Fan-san?

[ He sounds unamused -- Yashiro can guess which one that is. ]

[heibai]

[ it annoys him just a little bit yashiro can tell so fast, but figures the way they text is different enough. ugh. ]

That sounds like you.

[ disclaimer: he doesn't actually know anything about iris. ]

I'm fine. If you're concerned about me because it's almost Sanguis time, don't be.

[ he considers his next text really, really, Really carefully. ]

Bi'an is the only who is usually out for most of it. He has an easier time with the side-effects.

[shinseikai]

There's no point to being concerned before it happens -- I just meant in general. I'm just checking in on you. We didn't even have time to say goodbye, last time! I'm glad we get to chat now.

[ And he will be very glad to see Bi'an during Sanguis. ]

[heibai]

[ the concept of checking in on someone is absolutely foreign to him. friendship sure is weird. how do you even reply to something like that??? ]

You had enough fun as it is. Saying goodbye wasn't necessary.

[ he KNOWS. ]

How has your time so far been?

[shinseikai]

I had fun with Bi'an. [ who apparently does not get an honorific and gets to go by his first time. I guess we've you've sucked someone off, that changes things. ] That's not the same as you.

It's been interesting, so far. Showing off dreams like that was really something -- those pixies sure seemed to be having fun.

[heibai]

[ he KNOWS, yashiro!!! he wishes he DIDN'T. he won't address this either — let the topic die forever. ]

Those kind of dreams are better left as a personal thing. Those aren't meant for the public eye.
Their definition of fun is too wicked.

[shinseikai]

So you're not doing well, is what you're saying

[heibai]

I'm doing fine. There are things I simply don't agree with.
That's over now, either way, so it doesn't matter.

[shinseikai]

You're cute when you're angry. I wish I were there to see it.

[heibai]

[ he WILL leave you on read, don't try him. ]

I'm not angry, nor have you truly seen me any close to it.
'Cute' is hardly what you'd think of it. Stop sprouting nonsense.

[shinseikai]

Okay, okay, when you're annoyed. Is that better?

[heibai]

No. I have no need for your baseless compliments.
Don't you have something better to do?

[shinseikai]

No, I wanted to talk to you
Is that really so bad?

[heibai]

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fuck wujiu's soft heart. ]

Guess not.
What, don't tell me you actually missed me.

[ it's supposed to be a JOKE don't be genuine. ]

[shinseikai]

I did! It's like I said, it was sad that we didn't get to say goodbye :'(

[heibai]

Stop feeling sad over something so mundane.
I did give you our number. It's not like we parted ways.
We can still talk and see each other.
Leave your 'goodbyes' for when that'll be no longer possible.

[ he didn't mean it that deep, but everything has to have a deep meaning with wujiu. ]

[shinseikai]

[ It takes him a much longer time to respond to this one, but finally: ]

He asked me to keep you company.

[heibai]

[ ah. fuck. he looks straight at that signature umbrella, ever so close to him, as if thinking you really didn't have to do something so unnecessary. ]

He only says that because he knows I'm not as fond of talking to people as he is.
But he's much more lonely than I am. If anything, he's the one who could use the company.
... Though I hardly doubt you'd still refrain from messaging us even if he had not told you that.

[shinseikai]

Don't be stupid. He said it because he misses you.

u should go to bed bc this is starting to go down a real sad hole instead

[heibai]

[ ah,

wujiu doesn't reply for several minutes. ]

This isn't something you have a say in, Yashiro.
We've been bound like this for a long time. It's a punishment.
Even if we can't see each other, we can still trust our backs to each other.
It's the way things have to be.

cries instead

[shinseikai]

I'm not trying to have a say in it.
I'm just telling you.

you wont be the only one crying tbh

[heibai]

I already know that.
He's the kind of person to ask people who were with me about the kind of faces I make, apparently.
He tortures himself with this more than he should.

[shinseikai]

Well I'm here, aren't I?

[ I mean, that's not the only reason. It's like Wujiu said, Yashiro would've contacted him no matter what. ]

[heibai]

I suppose.
It's only a matter of time until he asks you that. If he hears you've been spending time with me, he most definitely will.
And then he'll probably sulk all by himself. It's an endless cycle.